But I don't know much about classic cars
But I got a lot of friends talking classic cars
Down set, one, hut, hut, hike
Media, please
Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins
Let's hear it for America's sweethearts
But I must confess
I'm in love with my own sins
A lover and a hater.
Artistically demanding and color-deprived at the same time,
Red seems to be the only color that exists in her world.
Let's paint the town red, madamemoiselle.
Also, note: Please be sure to read the disclaimer before reading my entries. It's important.
Friday, June 26, 2009 at 9:04 AM
Beautiful Nightmare.
Every night I rush to my bed With hopes that maybe I'll get a chance to see you When I close my eyes I'm going' outta my head Lost in a fairytale Can you hold my hands and be my guide
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies And I hope it rains You're the perfect lullaby What kinda dream is this
This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare Somebody pinch me, your love's to good to be true My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air cause you're my You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
I mention you when I say my prayers I wrap you a around all of my thoughts Boy you my temporary high I wish that when I wake up you're there So wrap your arms around me for real And tell me you'll stay by side
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies And I hope it rains You're the perfect lullaby What kinda dream am is this
This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where Baby long as you're here I'll be floating on air cause you're my You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Tattoo your name across my heart So it will remain Not even death can make us part What kind of dream is this!
This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare Somebody pinch me, your loves to good to be true
This could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare.
Guess what. I ain't gonna be singing this song to you no more. :P
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Ewan ko. Hindi ko alam kung dapat ba ko matuwa o malungkot o magalit. For sure, galit ako. Natutuwa ako kasi free na ko. You know? No more thinking about the deal sa 4th year! Edi kung maaga mo sinabi, edi hindi sana ako naguilty dun sa kasayaw ko sa The Port last summer. Gwapo pa naman. =__= Sayang. :P
Malungkot, kasi ang duwag niya. Dadaanin pa niya ko sa pakikipag-usap, eh di naman niya masabi. Oh well, it's your loss. Hindi kita kawalan. :)
Ayoko muna magmahal. Makikipaglaro nalang muna ako para maexcite ako. Ayokong masaktan no. Lalo na sa katulad mo. Anduwag mo, grabe. :P
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*sigh* Sana kinuha ko yung number nung guy. :P
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 at 10:40 PM
Twitter.
First, lemme pimp my AWESOME (Prussia, RIP, I LOVE YOU.) photoblog!
Second, Twitter. I tweet everywhere. It's become more of a habit now, since the people I follow are consistent twitters. :)
Uhh, napansin ko lang, 5 tweets in the past, consistent "..." yung start ng tweets ko. I dunno. Those dots suggest silence, unawareness, echos. Ewan.
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Di ba ang sinasabi ko sa inyo, kapag sumigaw ka, tumawa ka pagkatapos. Try mo. Matatawa din katabi mo. >:D
at 3:50 PM
Inspiration.
Wala lang.
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Si kuya, mukhang ogag. Kasi ngayon, yung ulo nia halos nasa sahig na. Kuya, you sleep like a gurl. Because you do look like one. Aww, he moved away. Darn. Wala na kong tatawanan. Aapakan ka na ni daddy kanina e. >___>;;
... Is it me or natabunan na ng damit si kuya? Gising na ba yun? O_o, kuya, huminga ka naman. Kahit na tumatagos lang. :)) BUNGOOOO.
Ah. Umusog pala sya. >___>;; Kuya, ang galing mo mag camouflauge. O_O Tama ba spelling? O___O CAN I HAS CHEEZBURGERS NAO? At gising na sya ngayon.
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... Kanina pa dapat to napost e. :P Hmm. Epal. Sige na, ipopost na.
at 3:25 AM
Quote For The Day.
Isang quote na di ko matanggal sa bunganga ko ngayon.
Wag kang bitch.
Ewan ko kung bakit ko sinasabi yun. Siguro kasi ambagal ng net. Tsaka ng PC. Bitch kasi sya. Ewan. Ang gulo.
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Ngayong araw, nagsusulat nanaman ako ng kung anu-ano. Emo stuff. :P Ewan ko. Natutuwa ako pag ganun. Ewan. Kasi sadista ako. =))
cry all night, when it rains the sound drowns your cries no one will hear you. alone, alone.
when it rains it's hard to tell if you're crying or not.
when you smile, is it because you're happy :) or you're sad? :(
Potek. Emo.
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May bago nanaman akong theme song. :D Theme song ko tuwing December.
Blame it on the Goose (goose) Got you feeling loose (loose) Blame it on Petron ('tron) Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the alcohol (fades)
(Verse 1)
Ay, She say she usually don't But I know that she front Cause shawty know what she want But she don't wanna seem like she easy I hear you saying what ya won't do But you know we probably gon do What you been fening deep inside Don't lie now
(Chorus)
Girl, What ya drinking Gone let it sink in Here for the weekend Thinking, we can See what we can be if we press fast foward Just one more round If you're down, I'm for it Fill another cup up Feeling on your butt-What? You don't even care now I was unaware How fine you was before my buzz set in (My buzz set in)
Blame it on the Goose (goose) Got you feeling loose (loose) Blame it on Petron ('tron) Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the Vodka Blame it on the Henny Blame it on the Blue Tap Gotcha feeling dizzy Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the alcohol (fades)
(Verse 2)
Oooh, see? She spilled some drink on me And now I'm knowing she's tipsy She put her body on me And she keep staring me right in my eyes No telling what I'm gone do Baby, I would rather show you What you been missing in your life When I get inside
(Chorus)
Girl, What ya drinking Gone let it sink in Here for the weekend Thinking, we can See what we can be if we press fast foward Just one more round If you're down, I'm for it Fill another cup up Feeling on your butt-What? You don't even care now I was unaware How fine you was before my buzz set in (My buzz set in)
Blame it on the Goose (goose) Got you feeling loose (loose) Blame it on Petron ('tron) Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the Vodka Blame it on the Henny Blame it on the Blue Tap Gotcha feeling dizzy Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the alcohol (fades)
(T-Pain Verse)
Girl I know you feel good Just like you look Couple more shots You open up like a book I ain't tripping (Cause I'mma read ya) I ain't tripping (I just wanna please ya) I'mma take a shot of *Nuvo Shawty didn't you know It's going down And we can go and kick it like Judo You know what I mean Shawty got drunk, thought it all was a dream So I made her say, "Ah, Ah, Ah" Now she got her hands on my legs Got my seats all wet in my ride All over my ride She look me dead in the eye (eye, eye) Then my pants got bigger She already knew what the figure Had her looking at her boyfriend Like xxxxx that Nigga"
(T-Pain Chorus)
Blame it on the juice Got you feeling loose Blame it on Petron Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the Vodka Blame it on the Henny Blame it on the Blue Tap Gotcha feeling dizzy Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the alcohol (fades)
Now to the Ballers popping bottles With their Henny in they cups Screaming "Money ain't a thing" And if it ain't, throw it up In the sky, Hold your drinks up high And to the independent Ballers Who can buy they own bottles And if you looking like a model When them broke fellas holla Tell them bye And hold ya drinks up high You can...
Blame it on the Goose (goose) Got you feeling loose (loose) Blame it on Petron ('tron) Got you in the zone (zone) Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the Vodka Blame it on the Henny Blame it on the Blue Tap Gotcha feeling dizzy Blame it on the a-a-a-a-a-a-alcohol Blame it on the alcohol (fades)
:D I LOVE IT.
Monday, June 22, 2009 at 2:18 AM
Too Much Blood.
Despite having only the colors black and white in a manga, Kuroshitsuji defies all limits, and it's content contain too much blood. True fact. Ciel's disappointing this chapter.
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Ewan ko a. Hindi ko alam.
May babaguhin akong rules sa blog kong to. Hear me out.
First, try ko munang di magmura dito. I mean, this is a place of zen. A place of peaceful chi. Or something. Basta, di ko feel magmura dito. I mean, it's the only place I have left.
Second, I WILL NOT BASH. Swear. :P Di ko na gagawin yung ginawa ko nung persyear. Nung persyear, wala pa kong mablog nun. At least ngayon merong sense. At least.
Third, wala na kong masabi. Tatawa na lang ako para masaya. BWAHAHAHAHahahahahahahahahahahaha... Yan a. Tumawa na ko.
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Kaninang TLE (INPERNES PASANG AWA AKO) nung nagtest, maaga ako natapos kasi wala akong masagot. Lagi namang ganun di ba? :) I have to admit, I never really gave too much effort on my studies. And what's the use? I even fail if I try. LMAO.
So, yun nga, TLE. Kayo kasi ginugulo niyo ko e. :)) Anyway. TLE. Yun. Lengthwise di ba? Yun. Nagsusulat ako ng kung anu-ano. Emo ako e. Joke. Wala lang. Parang mga ganito.
Scream your lungs out. Wait for laughter.
Smiling is not the best remedy. Sometimes, it's the only option you have.
I don't wanna make the same mistakes again.
Mga ganung echos. Ewan. Medyo tahimik ako ngayong second year. Swear. Kung pwede lang kasing awayin yung mga 1st year, aawayin ko e. Kaso di ko kaya kasi masyad silang fragile ngayon. Susumbong sa mga nanay nila yun. :P
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Ewan ko kung bakit di ko pinost yung comment. Nahihiya kasi ako e. :( Di naman kami close. :/ Nahihiya ako magrequest ng doodle man lang. Last time I tried, she called me "evil". Evil. Evil. AGH EWAN.
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Uhm, I have a question.
Why do you smile?
Do you smile because you're happy? Or do you smile to hide that you're sad? Can you differenciate both?
Alam mo yun? Minsan ngingiti ka nalang kasi wala kang choice. Tapos wala nang rason para sumimangot kasi bawal. Medyo plastic yung ngiti, pero since nasanay, medyo convincing na. Alam ko namang medyo depressing yung fact, pero totoo kasi e.
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Nagugutom ako. O sya, tarush. Mamaya na.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009 at 8:37 AM
Kilig. Kilig. Yiee.
Hoy, for your information, di ako inlove. :) I'm happy that I'm single. "Wala akong scholar." -- Ate Joy. LOVE YA! :-*
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Nagkaron ako ng sudden realization nung nag-uusap kami ni Clebb. Pinag-usapan kasi namin yung blogpost ko bago dito. Yung kay Nejin and Miguel.
Sabi ko "I admire them kasi ang strong nila." Antagal na kaya nung mga yun.
Ayoko muna magkaboyfriend. Hindi muna ngayon. Sabi ko nga kay Ogot kaninang umaga, "Masaya na ko sa kung anong meron ako ngayon. Ayoko muna magkaboyfriend kasi ayoko mung masaktan." Ayie, ang drama. Shet.
I'm contented with what I have now. I have enough love around me. Now, if you're loving me, then isn't it nice to know that I'm actually feeling it? :)
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Si Dens, humihirit. :))
Denise Javal: anyways kelan ka na papasok? Samantha: baka next week na. Samantha: nanghihina pa ko e. Denise Javal: ano yan?! QUARANTINE KA?! hahaha Samantha: parang ganun. baka pandiriian ako ng tao e. Samantha: :P Denise Javal: sa ganda mong yan?baka nga lapitan ka pa eh. Denise Javal: whahaha Samantha: gagi, paranoid yung mga yun. :))
Adiiik ka cazin. :)) LOVE YOU. XD
at 8:01 AM
Tanabata.
Tanabata is known as the Japanese Star Festival. Here is a little tale about a boy and a girl who decided to make a star festival of their own.
Even though it wasn't the evening of the 7th, we had our own little Tanabata.
[( ﾟ ヮﾟ )] "Could you put on your yukata now? Pleeeaaase?"
[(ﾟд ﾟ )] "Wha-? Okay... I hope I remember how to wear it."
"Yay! Wait for me by the lawn, okay?" （･∀･ )つ
┐('～`； )┌ "Okay!"
I struggle with my yukata and eventually find my way outside. I sit on the cold steps and look up at the moon. It's big and bright, framed by thick white clouds that form a sort of smoky halo. I marvel at how pretty it looks, but I can't see any stars and worry that it might rain. I hear footsteps, turn around and see him wearing a white keikogi.
"Oh, there you are! Remember when I showed you the link to my block's wishlist journal? One of my blockmates gave me something from my list, and I'm really happy I got it."
Smiling, he holds out a pack of sparklers. He says he asked for them because he still remembers the last time he saw me wearing my yukata. And he wanted us to have our own little Tanabata (Japanese star festival) if only so he could see me in it again.
"It's too bad it's cloudy tonight, though. A star festival with no stars. Ah well, the sparklers can be our own little stars."
Then he brings out colored strips of paper and markers, for us to write down our wishes. I finish earlier and watch him. He flashes me a silly grin, hides his paper from me and continues to write until he signs it. We decide not to hang our tanzaku on bamboo anymore, and instead give them to each other.
We fumble around with the lighter, but eventually manage to light up the sparklers. We just sit there, enjoying the cold night air while talking, laughing, tracing out drawings with the little fireworks.
I hold my last sparkler up against the inky darkness, and when it stops flickering, I realize that I'm looking at a sky full of stars. The thick white clouds from earlier had disappeared completely.
"Hey, look... The stars..."
He takes my hand, and I'm rendered incapable of finishing my sentence. We feel as if the heavens opened up just for us.
This story never fails to make me smile. :) Jin, Miguel, you guys are the greatest example of what lovers should be like. :)
at 4:42 AM
... consequences.
The consequences for not going to school is worse than I thought. I'm hating my highschool life. :|
I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone
I walk this empty street On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams Where the city sleeps and I'm the only one and I walk alone
*sigh* I just talked about emo-ness and now I'm acting like one. I need a fucking life.
Monday, June 15, 2009 at 10:05 PM
Emo-ness.
Wala akong mapost. Di mo ba alam.
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Anyway, my title speaks for itself. Emo-ness. You know, those irritating stereotypes that will slit wrists for food. Or something along those lines.
Gusto mong maging emo? Shet. Di mo ba alam na sinira mo ang 1/4 ng buhay mo pag nag-emo ka? It will lead you to drugs, homosexuality, and other things. Sex, siguro. Let's be frank. Hindi lahat ng emo ngayon ay may problema. Kasi pag nakita kang "emo" looking, sa tingin ng iba, cool ka, so malamang, gusto mo yung feeling. Emo ka na din, ganon. Sunod ka lang sa uso, mga ganung shit.
Hindi pwedeng ganyan iikot ang buhay mo forever, dahil pag naging emo ka, hindi mo alam kung san ka pupulutin. Dahil sa depression mo, wala ka ng focus sa mga bagay na may mas prayoridad sa'yo, (e.g. Studies, Family, Friends). Gusto mong pulutin ka ng kung sino sa kangkungan?
Bat ka magiging emo? Eto ang sasabihin ko.
Wag kang magpapaka-emo kung wala namang mala-impyerno sa buhay mo. Let's say that you're telling me na "School is hell, you don't know how hard it is to study, Teacher _____ is scaring the shit out of me", masasapak kita. That's school, stupid. Alam mo, wag kang magpapaka-emo kung sumusunod ka lang sa uso. Hindi kasi nakakatuwa. Dadagdag ka lang sa mga out of school youth na walang ginagawa sa buhay kung hindi mag-ayos ng bangs at mag apply ng eyeliner at guyliner, magpaka-bading at sumigaw ng, "NO ONE LOVES MEEEH AHUHUHU." Mamatay ka na lang, okay?
Kung tutuusin, mga emo ngayon, anong problema? LOVE. Eh kung sa nabusted, nagbreak sila ng GF/BF niya, o kaya nagtwo-time yung GF/BF niya, mga ganung shit? Kayo din ang may kasalanan dyan. Bakit? Kasi, kung binabantayan at minamahal niyo ng maayos yung mga syota niyo, edi sana wala kayong problema, di ba? Hindi naman yan maghahanap ng iba kung mahal niyo talaga ang isa't-isa.
Totoo, di ba?
Kung mukha kang emo tapos nakikinig ka sa hip-hop at naglalaslas ka dahil, wala lang, trip mo lang, iba na yun. POSER na ang tawag dun. Kaya kung poser ka, pwede ba mamatay ka na? D:
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Sa mga natamaan, well, I don't give a fucking damn.
at 4:09 PM
Love, Sex and Magic.
*glaaaaaaaaares*
Wag mo kong tignan ng ganyan. Favorite song ko yan, dood. *laughs JOKER-style* WHY SO SERIOUS, SONNY?! lmao
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I know I've been missing in action lately, and hell, I even swore I won't post here anymore, but I dunno. I've been in rough situations. I mean, eff. 2 years since nagkalagnat ako, ngayon naman, tuwang tuwa yung lagnat, ayaw umalis. Aalis man, babalik. Ang stalker mo, lagnat. amf ka.
... So kaninang umaga bihis na bihis na ko tapos kinapa ako ni tatay, sabi niya, "May lagnat ka pa ehh." So sabi niya bukas na daw ako pumasok. Tapos bukas nanaman lalagnatin ako. Adik ka, lagnat. Tama na. Pag bukas meron pa to, lagot ako. :O
Kanina umaga, nung kumakain ako, nawalan ako ng gana, as in 4 na kutsarang kanin at tuna lang kinain ko. Di pa ubos yun. Uminom ako ng apat 3 gamot, actually dapat 4, pero hell a. Muntik na ko mamatay. Mabubulunan ako kakainom, amfanget pa ng lasa. :P Nastuck sa dila ko yung lasa. Kadiri. :P
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Shrugging that aside, since it's really overrated to assume that I have A(H1N1) because I'm effin poor and I only look like an American, but I haven't been to that place EVAR.
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Syet. THALES, sino nagsumbong sa school nurse na madaming absent satin? Tinawagan tuloy ako. :( Kailangan daw ng Medical Certificate. Edi pupunta nanaman kami sa Pedia ko after 2 years. Bukas. So malamang, absent ako bukas.
Sa mga namiss ang blogpost ko, ehem, haha. Namiss ko din, pero hindi na ko masyado confident sa Blogger e. D: TOTOO. SWEAR. MANIWALA KA KUNG HINDI--. Joke. :P
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O yan na muna. Next time nalang ulet. :P
Friday, June 5, 2009 at 4:23 AM
Draw With Me
Since when have we lost Itsu kara ka suteki na koto wa The wonderful things that we need somewhere? Hitsuzenyou shite dokoka wo ushinatta I fear the connection to [your] heart Kokoro no tsunagari ni obiete & i buried myself with my body Karada de umeyou to shita During those days [when] i [lied] everyday about my fear, Fuan wo gomakashita sonna mainichi no naka de You were already in my heart Anata wa mou atashi no kokoro no naka ni ita
If we can think deeply moshimo futari fukaku omoete That someday time will end here, Itsuka koko de toki wo oetemo I thought that will always love you Zutto atashi anata wo ai shite& i'll be holding out my hand [to you] Te wo nobashiteru to omoeta no
Love is such a scary thing Aijou wa nante kowai mono That’s why we run away as we search for it Dakara nigetari motomeru It no longer has anything to do with being an adult or being a child Otona da toka kodomo da toka mou kankei nai yo
This feels just like it’s my first love Marude hatsukoi mitai So much so that i feel like it must be fate Unmei da to omoeru kurai Not even in my dreams do i feel Dakiaeba kanjiru The way i do when we hold each other Kore hodo ni nai yume koro
If we can't meet each other, Moshi futari deaenakereba I couldn't laugh this way [like when i'm with you] Konna fuu ni waraenakatta This year, the happiest thing is Kotoshi 1(ichi)ban shiawase na no wa Being able to be by your side Anata no soba ni ireta koto
