A lover
and a hater.
Artistically demanding and color-deprived at the same time,
Red seems to be the only color that exists in her world.
Let's paint the town red,
madamemoiselle.
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Saturday, October 24, 2009 at 3:24 AM
The Typical Break Up Story
It ended in a letter. It officially ended; you're now officially single.
The letter says that he "fell in love". Sadly, not with the same person he was with long ago.
Well, it was good while it lasted, you simply thought. Deep inside, you felt so rejected. You felt so hurt. You never cried so much in your life.
Everybody knew about it. When you went online, PMs flooded your screen.
I heard what happened, bb. I'm so sorry. :(
Ugh, that jerk-face! I'm so gonna beat the crap outta him!
Girl, cry it all out.
I've been there. It's gonna take a lot of chocolates.
What do these people know about what's happening? You feel perfectly fine, you say.
He betrayed you! What do you have to say? NOTHING? Crying's not gonna make him come back, that's for sure! You're weak! That's why he left you! You're crying like a sissy when it's all your fault!That's all you could say to yourself, and you lock your room's door, crying out for him. He's all you need. Sadly, it ended. Everything ended pretty fast, and you can't keep up.
I'm so sorry... I fell in love with this girl...You lifted the letter, your eyes filled with tears. You re-read the letter, knowing heartbreak was all that nursed you all the way to the end.
She wants me too, and I think she's the one I've been looking for...You nearly wanted to tear the letter apart. You screamed, trying to drown the noisy knocks on the door with your cries.
I'm sorry it has to end this way...
You got off the bed, and threw his picture down the floor. The teddy bear he gave you was already on the floor and looking at you with its googly eyes.
I can't love you this way.You remember nothing afterwards. Drowsiness made you fell asleep, and that was all that mattered. Sleep didn't hurt.
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Weeks after, you look blooming than ever. Your suitors lined up. They wanted you.
You shrugged them off.
Surprisingly, someone lined up for you. Someone you wanted so much in the past. He gave you a letter, again. You laughed. This crap again?
I was so in love with you There was nothing I could do Wouldn't give me the time of day Now you wanna be with me You say you wanna be with me I was blind to let go.It tore your heart apart.
You said I was the best Gave your love out to the rest There was nothing I could say But now it's going good for me You say you wanna be with me Now
Please, give me another chance.You decided to tear it into pieces while he's watching.
Yeah your telling me I am were it's at
But I ain't having none of that You walked away. You decided not to look back.
Because if you do, you might've fallen for the same trap for the second time around.
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TBC. :)
