A lover
and a hater.
Artistically demanding and color-deprived at the same time,
Red seems to be the only color that exists in her world.
Let's paint the town red,
madamemoiselle.
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Saturday, December 5, 2009 at 12:47 AM
Medyo inuunti ko na. Medyo missing in action pa rin ako. Medyo nasasaktan pa rin ako. Lahat nalang, MEDYO.
Andaming nangyari for the past few weeks, and all this time I feel so betrayed. And alone. Kahit na sabihin nating marami akong "friends", parang malungkot pa rin e. Hindi ako makapaglabas ng sama ng loob. Ewan, school life, bahay life, etc., lahat madrama. I'm SO tired of drama na, everything's repeating itself again and again in endless repeat.
Hindi ko masasabing masaya ako, nor masasabi kong malungkot ako. Let's say na "I'm fine". The word "fine" is used in various ways. You say you're fine when you're not. You say you're fine when you feel nostalgic. You say you're fine when you feel a mix of sadness and happiness.
Fine isn't really a sane word, isn't it.
