A lover
and a hater.
Artistically demanding and color-deprived at the same time,
Red seems to be the only color that exists in her world.
Let's paint the town red,
madamemoiselle.
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Friday, January 29, 2010 at 8:16 PM
Andami kong narealize nung isang araw. Ewan, trip ko lang magpost ulet dito kasi namimiss ko na.
from tehawesumnotebook (C) =))):
A realization.
Having a boyfriend is not a need, so why... Ah, nevermind. This might sound like pure selfishness, but...
I don't know anymore. I hate the feeling that separates me from my friends, I hate the feeling of being alone, I hate the mere existence of that feeling.
What is it that binds lovers together? Their need for personal affection? Or their greed-turning-obsession? Or is it the thing called "love"? Called, since definitions change.
"Love" was also known as the blinding obsession for someone. It was healthy, it was fine. It was all dates and movies and pizzas and sunsets.
"Love", by now, is greed, jealousy, lust. It's a sin for everyone, wanting to keep your mate for yourself. It's all sex and alcohol and flirtatious acts. You hook up with electronic contraptions and end everything up with the same thing. This isn't what love once was. Love is the biggest sin that binds new-age lovers.
Truth behind all these facts: New-age "love" isn't love, it's more of a need to be loved, thus forcing yourself to someone you like until he gives in. And you confuse yourself that THIS feeling is love. It's a mere need.
AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I'M WRITING THIS. O_O
~end.
Saturday, January 9, 2010 at 7:48 PM
Uhh.
Hello, New Year na. Ano ba yan. Wala namang masyadong nangyari. Boring ang pasko, boring ang New Year. Boring lahat. Boring. Boring.
Pati yung mga akala kong magpapasaya sakin ikina-bore ko rin. Hardcore. Buti nalang may internet.
Hmmm, eto na muna masasabi ko ngayon, wala talaga ako sa mood e. Nagpost para sa kapakanan ng blog, haha. Para walang mamiss na month. :P (greedy ko! :<)
